Narrative Paragraph of Love

When you are in high school, six months can feel like forever. Just remember back to a week before graduation and how slow those last few days moved. I know it is hard to imagine but I dated someone for almost one year. Although there have been many life defining moments, deceiving Paul was by far the biggest challenge I have ever had to face. My ability to move past him affected my life in ways you cannot imagine. Paul and I became friends in the summer of 2008. At that moment, I felt what it was like to have butterflies in my stomach and the racing heart when we exchange heart-warming messages. I felt as if I were in a romantic movie, were in the books of Nicholas sparks. Still, he had a relationship with a girl. And for me I still had a boyfriend that time. Months had passed and my eyes were opened to what kind of a rogue my ex was. Paul comforted me, I guess we felt, we are deceived by our relationships. Then all of a sudden, there is this unexplainable feeling wanting to explode in my chest. I have really had fallen for Paul. I fell harder and harder in love for him and he almost did the same. And for the firsts months, I felt nothing could go wrong, yet I was oblivious.
Paul and I just lasted for 3 months and there I became unfaithful to him. I had a relationship another guy and another 4 guys followed. Although in those relationships I didn’t became serious, I didn’t know that it was like a dagger was deeply struck to Paul’s heart. There were too many nights of tears, rather than smiles. For him, it is like incredible how someone can be everything you want but cannot be at the same time. After way too long, I realized that I no longer want some mischievous and wicked relationships to be with another man.
Paul courted me again and at that time, I was really struck by his true and compassionate love for me despite what I’ve done to him. We became compassionate paramour to each other. I became dependent on Paul to make me happy. I needed him to be